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May 20, 2008 15:37

It's really hard to call this one of the roughest weeks of my life because in all reality, nothing bad has happened. I think maybe it's just feeling like nothing good is happening.

Today, my parents would have been married 36 years. I say would have, as in, they would have had they had their heads on straight and knew the kind of damage they'd do to their oldest daughter later in life by not sticking together. And I say sticking together as in remaining the team you vowed to be the day you pledged the words for better, for worse and kind of forgot all that in the shuffle of his stuff, her stuff, her kids, his kids. Goodness, I love those two more than you ever will know, but man, watching our family split apart like that really crushed everything I ever believed in to be true. And no, I'm not even trying to pretend what it's like to be married and I really doubt I ever do but really, if it ever does happen to me, you better believe I will die of exhaustion working at it before I give up on it. But who am I to say. Onward.

Rachel, Goodness gracious what a craptastic day you're having. *hugs*

Gena and Kelly, *fingers crossed* you're two of the most gifted writers I've ever come across.

Naomi and Nico, wanna build a shed and landscape the backyard with me after you're done?

I pre-ordered the WiiFit a month or so ago. I was anticipating its arrival on Wednesday cause you know, I ordered it in advance and that's what they told me. Of course, today, they switched delivery until June 3rd. Umm, maybe I won't feel like being Fit in June, thankyouverymuch.

The lawnmower blew up. Exciting stuff. White smoke. Seriously.

Summer projects: Landscaping, staining the fence, tile backsplash in the kitchen. And really, that's all I really need to do. I need a break.

Speaking of which Friday to Monday, I've got nothing. Nobody, nowhere, Nothing. Nada, Zip, Zilch.

That's like awesome.

For maybe the first 30 minutes and then i'm like , gah, somebody hold me or something.
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