Dec 16, 2009 09:54
Ok so I'm a little frustrated right now. On the area of the GCU Portal that shows you your grades for the semester, only one of mine have been up since last Wednesday. Arrrgh. I want to know my grades already! I worked my butt off and I'm excited to see how I did. So far though I know got an A- in my Education Class and 60 Hours. Last night's final was a piece of cake. I thought it was going to be much harder, considering all we did was write paper after paper for the class. Anyway, the professor gave us a quote from Ceremony by Leslie Marmon Silko and then cited it as Silko. COME ON. One or two of them I had to go back and do because one or two of the texts that we read I didn't really get into nor care to because it was a little bland, but, it was a great class.
Sam got me the best Christmas gifts ever. She got me the second Transformers movie, and A 16 MONTH 2010 TRANSFORMERS CALENDAR!!! I am so happy. She also got me this pretty star necklace I really wanted and gave me something I liked that she never used so I was really happy. Christmas is off to a great start, and I miss my roomie already. It's weird not waking up to her every weekday morning already.
I'm not as trusting as I used to be, but I totally trust Sam with everything and I tell her things I don't tell many people. We have lived together for three years and I couldn't ask for a better roommate. I adore her. She puts up with so much of my crap and after last year I am so grateful for everything she has done for me. Last year when Steve and I broke up I was a mess. A complete sloppy mess at life. I cried every night. I cried everyday. I didn't want to get out of bed but I did, I made myself. I complained all the time and bitched about him. She let me cry and I know she was getting aggravated but she was a great friend and was there for me when I needed her. I do not think that I ever had been so broken to the point that I was over him and what he had done. At that point, I could not forgive myself either. I couldn't forgive myself for leaving him and dating somebody else and hurting him like I did. I couldn't deal with my mom getting engaged either. I couldn't deal with a lot of things, but Sam helped me through it. I owe so much to her. She is a wonderful friend, she is so loyal. I really hope that I can be as great a friend to her as she is to me. I really do.