AHH im at the PUBLIC LIBRARY!!!!
so my life has been so different lately. i dunno when it started to change but it did. it's so wierd now. things are very calm in my life. i have been going out too much lately... actually just not drinking as much. since ive been 21 i think ive slowed down on all the drinking... SIKE!!! (word taken from theresas journal..haha) actually i have been broke lately. well i havent been getting shit faced when we go out drinking.. i dont understand... for some reason i cant get wasted when i just go out to a bar... only when im at a club or the bay for some reason... maybe bc i know when im at the bay someone is atleast gonna make sure that im ok before i leave... even though thats not always the case with everyone. oh well.
i went to the beach on saturday and sunday before work. on sat it was just me and jiGGa. it was fun theresa got lobstered up. i didnt... guess its the rican in me.... WOAH can you tell ive been hanging out with trisha and theresa a lot lately.... look at the vocab... so anyway on sunday it was me theresa jen kristy tasha and bradley, then tom and trisha joined. it was lots of fun, i got lots of sun which is great for me. the water was pretty cold but it was easy to get used to. theresa got carried, then thrown into the water by tom.. it was great... it was also fun watching trisha and bradley busting their asses on the skim boards.
whitney is gone. i miss her a lot. i never realized how close i got to her. im not really being too great of a friend i was supposed to call her but with moving and stuff i wasnt able to. its no excuse.. im calling her tonight... after 9.. lol. im so glad that i went on the trip to orlando with kristy and whitney. before that trip i thought whit hated me.. only to learn that she considered me to be a friend.. then it got better... ill keep in touch whit.. miss ya!!!
work has been great lately. no drama is going on...atleast im not involved in any. i have become better friends with a few people... the unexpected ones...
i have learned a lot of things lately about myself and others and i dont know what to think. i think my life socially is good. but when it comes to school and my future i still dont know what im going to do. im not feeling school right now. its just not the right time for me. i think i am going to have to go to fccj in the fall so that i can get back into a normal school setting. i think i need to be able to focus again. it is something that i cant do anymore. i dont understand why it's so hard for me to pay attention. its like i hear everything but it's literally in one ear and out the other. i dont know.. maybe i just cant focus in a class of over 50 people anymore. i always did so well im my life until now. oh well ill get through it.
ive been hanging out with Asher lately... after i turned 21 i pretty much stopped hanging out with her. i dont know why but i did. we both noticed it. but we've been hanging out a lot lately and having lots of laughs. she cracks me up when it's least expected.
with all the changes in my life all i can assume is that they are for the better... no regrets.. ill always care not matter what... even though it may seem like i dont, but I DO. in life sometimes one just needs breaks, even though you gotta sometimes let go when you dont wanna to.
IF LIVE GIVE YOU LEMONS... MAKE LEMONADE!
Well i gotta go im working for trish today.. im sooooooooooo hungry. ttyl kristine
i went to the beach on saturday and sunday before work. on sat it was just me and jiGGa. it was fun theresa got lobstered up. i didnt... guess its the rican in me.... WOAH can you tell ive been hanging out with trisha and theresa a lot lately.... look at the vocab... so anyway on sunday it was me theresa jen kristy tasha and bradley, then tom and trisha joined. it was lots of fun, i got lots of sun which is great for me. the water was pretty cold but it was easy to get used to. theresa got carried, then thrown into the water by tom.. it was great... it was also fun watching trisha and bradley busting their asses on the skim boards.
whitney is gone. i miss her a lot. i never realized how close i got to her. im not really being too great of a friend i was supposed to call her but with moving and stuff i wasnt able to. its no excuse.. im calling her tonight... after 9.. lol. im so glad that i went on the trip to orlando with kristy and whitney. before that trip i thought whit hated me.. only to learn that she considered me to be a friend.. then it got better... ill keep in touch whit.. miss ya!!!
work has been great lately. no drama is going on...atleast im not involved in any. i have become better friends with a few people... the unexpected ones...
i have learned a lot of things lately about myself and others and i dont know what to think. i think my life socially is good. but when it comes to school and my future i still dont know what im going to do. im not feeling school right now. its just not the right time for me. i think i am going to have to go to fccj in the fall so that i can get back into a normal school setting. i think i need to be able to focus again. it is something that i cant do anymore. i dont understand why it's so hard for me to pay attention. its like i hear everything but it's literally in one ear and out the other. i dont know.. maybe i just cant focus in a class of over 50 people anymore. i always did so well im my life until now. oh well ill get through it.
ive been hanging out with Asher lately... after i turned 21 i pretty much stopped hanging out with her. i dont know why but i did. we both noticed it. but we've been hanging out a lot lately and having lots of laughs. she cracks me up when it's least expected.
with all the changes in my life all i can assume is that they are for the better... no regrets.. ill always care not matter what... even though it may seem like i dont, but I DO. in life sometimes one just needs breaks, even though you gotta sometimes let go when you dont wanna to.
IF LIVE GIVE YOU LEMONS... MAKE LEMONADE!
Well i gotta go im working for trish today.. im sooooooooooo hungry. ttyl kristine