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[kristinash]

its so weird how the people u think will never kinda give you the shaft, in fact do. i mean i dont have many close friends, but i have them, having too many isnt good anyway, but when you start to feel like you're losing them too, and not because of something you did, just because, and theres no explanation, and you cant really confront it, then you just realize why youve always had your guard up, why you cant trust people, and why you always think people are going to leave, or just care less and less about you - because THEY DO. you just really start to question what type of person would be like that to people who sometimes have to walk on eggshells just for good graces. maybe i shouldnt be so immature, but idk, in the words of landon "congratulations, thats me...thats me."
maybe it is me. who knows. at any rate it just doesnt phase me anymore and its bullshit. thanks for giving a fuck :)

see ya.