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Just thought i would do a quick update..
Last night i went to go see my grandpa... and i found out more information.. They found out that he has cancer in the lungs and lympnoids.. and in the brain.. then didnt tell him this but they told my mom and my uncle.. the longest she is going to live is 6 months.. and it is so weird because it seems like just the other day that he was doing perfect.. and then he was over my house and we were all happy.. and the sad part is.. that my one and aunt and one uncle dont know about it.. my aunt is soo far away that they dont want to worry her yet.. and they are gonna tell her soon so that she can come visit.. and my uncle is in jail.. and they dont want to tell him.. until they find out more.. and yeah.. well it is really hard. .because i never lost a grandparent.. i lost a great grandma and grandpa.. but noone as close to me as my grandpa is.. and it is really weird just thiking about it that soon i wont be able to talk to him.. and i remember like a few years ago.. he bought me this big huge doll.. and it was like as tall as me.. and he just outta the blue bought it for me becasue he said it reminded him of me.. and to know that soon all that will be gone. and all i will have are the memories.. my mom is taking this really hard. My dad dont really know yet what is going on.. all he knows is that my grandpa is in the hospital.. and my dad is really far away .. and my mom dont want to him to worry.. so she wants to tell him when he comes home.. well yeah i dont want to talka bout it anymore because it hurts.
Well in a few minutes.. my other grandpa is gonna be here and he is gonna take me to solo ensomble... and yeeah.. i hope my group does good.... seeing that we never practice.. well anyways.. i am gonna go.. i wont be able to update again probally till monday because i am going to the hospital after solo ensomble.. and then spending the night at my grandmas..
i.dont.want.to.say.goodbye.
wow these last few entries have been really long!.
Last night i went to go see my grandpa... and i found out more information.. They found out that he has cancer in the lungs and lympnoids.. and in the brain.. then didnt tell him this but they told my mom and my uncle.. the longest she is going to live is 6 months.. and it is so weird because it seems like just the other day that he was doing perfect.. and then he was over my house and we were all happy.. and the sad part is.. that my one and aunt and one uncle dont know about it.. my aunt is soo far away that they dont want to worry her yet.. and they are gonna tell her soon so that she can come visit.. and my uncle is in jail.. and they dont want to tell him.. until they find out more.. and yeah.. well it is really hard. .because i never lost a grandparent.. i lost a great grandma and grandpa.. but noone as close to me as my grandpa is.. and it is really weird just thiking about it that soon i wont be able to talk to him.. and i remember like a few years ago.. he bought me this big huge doll.. and it was like as tall as me.. and he just outta the blue bought it for me becasue he said it reminded him of me.. and to know that soon all that will be gone. and all i will have are the memories.. my mom is taking this really hard. My dad dont really know yet what is going on.. all he knows is that my grandpa is in the hospital.. and my dad is really far away .. and my mom dont want to him to worry.. so she wants to tell him when he comes home.. well yeah i dont want to talka bout it anymore because it hurts.
Well in a few minutes.. my other grandpa is gonna be here and he is gonna take me to solo ensomble... and yeeah.. i hope my group does good.... seeing that we never practice.. well anyways.. i am gonna go.. i wont be able to update again probally till monday because i am going to the hospital after solo ensomble.. and then spending the night at my grandmas..
i.dont.want.to.say.goodbye.
wow these last few entries have been really long!.