I guess this is growing up
I decided last-minute to just go to Quinsig for at least a year, save up $$$ and I have a great job that I was offered. I would babysit 3 days a week for $11 an hour, two kids, two streets away from me. Count me innnnnnnnnnn babeee! I would still work at the art museum too, but there's hardly any classes offered for the fall so I'd get only a few hours a week. Combined with the babysitting I'd be all set. I am excited about the perfect jobs but I have a feeling that I will be reeeeally bummed out once almost all of my friends are gone. It's bothering me not to have a much-needed change of scenery this year. I thought that this summer would be different, but I can't help but feel dissappointed...it's not in anyone, just in the circumstances. I am sick of dwelling on things I can't change, and tired of missing someone who doesn't even exist anymore. I want someone great to come and remind me that there are good people in the world.