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what the FUCK.
My entire family doesn't understand the concept of staying true to their word, or following through with ANYTHING. If it's for them then maybe they'll do it, but if it's for me, um NO I guess not. I should know this by now but I still get dissappointed whenever they let me down or break my trust. They make it unable for people to believe what I say cause nothing is ever definite. EVER. and that is not fair. They can do that to themselves but when they make their actions reflect on me, it's not right. You just don't do that to people. i feel like fucking shit and they DONT CARE.
I really don't know why I try. I always do. and I always get let down.
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My entire family doesn't understand the concept of staying true to their word, or following through with ANYTHING. If it's for them then maybe they'll do it, but if it's for me, um NO I guess not. I should know this by now but I still get dissappointed whenever they let me down or break my trust. They make it unable for people to believe what I say cause nothing is ever definite. EVER. and that is not fair. They can do that to themselves but when they make their actions reflect on me, it's not right. You just don't do that to people. i feel like fucking shit and they DONT CARE.
I really don't know why I try. I always do. and I always get let down.
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