i got a feeling that im gonna do something big- but i have this sense that i am just wasting time...
this weekend i knit like 4 hats. i love knitting. thanks melanie. and im almost done with leah's scarf from a year ago. maybe it will be done in time to give it to her when she goes to the grand caymon islands. tse tse.
i miss playing music so much. which means it is a good thing that i got to have pps practice and jam acoustically with my dad, uncle and brother this weekend. it is also a good thing that this upcoming weekend are my choir concerts which means a hectic week of rehersals but also really rewarding experience in the concerts. i am currently having the best music conversation with peter. i love this guy.
i just need to say that i am sorry if anyone ever feels like i am ignoring them or being rude. unless you are a disliked exboyfriend (steve and jason, you are very much liked), i dont mean to do it. i just get into moods where its hard to muster up the gumption to call people back or follow through on things and i have so many things going on in my head that its hard to be present. so, if you ever feel like i am dissin on you, just remember that i will snap out of it soon. above all i am just very blessed by an amazing, loving, outlandish family; intelligent, fun, inspiring, driven, creative friends; a polar opposite boyfriend that i am crazy for; a solid education; one gnarly dog; the list goes on... so to all my HNA, SU and BI friends who are reading this, thanks. its scary to think of where'd i'd be without you, and thats not just for dramatic effect. its as sincere as a live journal statement can get. xo
"I start realizing all this living is just dying
and if these are my friends, if this is my home,
if this is how i spend my nights, how I communicate, and demonstrate a love of life.
My eyes roll into the back of my head, if these are the last words that I've ever said
No I'm not ready to die just yet." -against me!
i miss playing music so much. which means it is a good thing that i got to have pps practice and jam acoustically with my dad, uncle and brother this weekend. it is also a good thing that this upcoming weekend are my choir concerts which means a hectic week of rehersals but also really rewarding experience in the concerts. i am currently having the best music conversation with peter. i love this guy.
i just need to say that i am sorry if anyone ever feels like i am ignoring them or being rude. unless you are a disliked exboyfriend (steve and jason, you are very much liked), i dont mean to do it. i just get into moods where its hard to muster up the gumption to call people back or follow through on things and i have so many things going on in my head that its hard to be present. so, if you ever feel like i am dissin on you, just remember that i will snap out of it soon. above all i am just very blessed by an amazing, loving, outlandish family; intelligent, fun, inspiring, driven, creative friends; a polar opposite boyfriend that i am crazy for; a solid education; one gnarly dog; the list goes on... so to all my HNA, SU and BI friends who are reading this, thanks. its scary to think of where'd i'd be without you, and thats not just for dramatic effect. its as sincere as a live journal statement can get. xo
"I start realizing all this living is just dying
and if these are my friends, if this is my home,
if this is how i spend my nights, how I communicate, and demonstrate a love of life.
My eyes roll into the back of my head, if these are the last words that I've ever said
No I'm not ready to die just yet." -against me!