It's been a while.
Well guys, I have decided (credit may be given to easy and sleazy) that I am going to update my journal. Life is looking much different now than it did before. Still busy at work and with school though; that'll never change, but summer's smelling sweet this year and I'm ready. I won't bore you all with my troubles of the past that are still somewhat plaguing me because even I am tired of them. I will simply say that everything is different but still around and that's okay with me. I have finally gotten over someone who challanged my every emotion and even though I feel that wound you left from time to time, it's merely a scratch now. I have my friends (new and old) and a new someone to help dig me out of the ground.
I will also say that I have started having more fun than ever because I know I need to feel again even if it's a burn, and so far, I have fufilled all expectations and beyond...and it's just the beginning.
I am really worried about one thing right now and that's my brother. His surgery went well but now the obstacle is recovering and it got off to a rough start but he's too tough to let it beat him. I am trying to help as much as I can but there's not much you can do when the problem is pain.
This new found insomnia problem extremely sucks, by the way. I am exhausted...so tired all the time. I just can't fall asleep-it's night four, day 5 going on a grand total of 6 hours of night-time sleep and an hour and a half nap at the dentist's office (don't ask me why, but everytime I go I'm out like a light. that's some wierd shit they give you.).
Anyways, I'll try and keep up with my journal this time. Nice to hear from you all again! Time to watch a movie.
I will also say that I have started having more fun than ever because I know I need to feel again even if it's a burn, and so far, I have fufilled all expectations and beyond...and it's just the beginning.
I am really worried about one thing right now and that's my brother. His surgery went well but now the obstacle is recovering and it got off to a rough start but he's too tough to let it beat him. I am trying to help as much as I can but there's not much you can do when the problem is pain.
This new found insomnia problem extremely sucks, by the way. I am exhausted...so tired all the time. I just can't fall asleep-it's night four, day 5 going on a grand total of 6 hours of night-time sleep and an hour and a half nap at the dentist's office (don't ask me why, but everytime I go I'm out like a light. that's some wierd shit they give you.).
Anyways, I'll try and keep up with my journal this time. Nice to hear from you all again! Time to watch a movie.