now what???
Things were beginning to look up at the beginning of the week...that's always good. I can always count on school to distract me from the stuff in life that bothers me the most. I am enjoying my classes for the most part and am surprisingly still motivated to do better at the pool. I am determined to improve myself and my school and job-life.
I saw you today...it's been so long. As much as I am mad at you, you still take my breath away. I feel like I have no reason behind anything with you anymore;it's just drive. I miss you like crazy, though, and my worst fear is that it shows as much as I want it to. Please stay away from her and come back to me. I'm so mad at myself for everything I said, it can't be over-I'm not ready.
I can't believe everyone's gone back to school and I won't see them until Christmas...not fair.
I had so much fun with my family the other night...they always cheer me up. I love them, they keep me going.
I saw you today...it's been so long. As much as I am mad at you, you still take my breath away. I feel like I have no reason behind anything with you anymore;it's just drive. I miss you like crazy, though, and my worst fear is that it shows as much as I want it to. Please stay away from her and come back to me. I'm so mad at myself for everything I said, it can't be over-I'm not ready.
I can't believe everyone's gone back to school and I won't see them until Christmas...not fair.
I had so much fun with my family the other night...they always cheer me up. I love them, they keep me going.