big breath.
Well, Christmas was okay this year-nothing real spectacular. Then again, I wasn't really expecting this year to be a good one. I have been fighting with my emotions all week and today was actually better than it has been in a while. I feel a huge need to get out of my house and be alone in my car. I don't want to live here anymore but I don't really have a choice.
I lost a part of myself this year and it has been hard to let go. This has been the best and worst year yet. I am trying my very best to be in a good mood and hide the pain that breaks out every time a sweet song or movie starts playing. I just can't get you out of my head and it is killing me.
I lost a part of myself this year and it has been hard to let go. This has been the best and worst year yet. I am trying my very best to be in a good mood and hide the pain that breaks out every time a sweet song or movie starts playing. I just can't get you out of my head and it is killing me.