I'm sorry to myself
I'm tired of being depressed and unhappy. I am trying to improve myself from the inside-out. I realized the other day that when I'm upset or just need to talk, I can't always call and cry to my mom or sister.I love them and appreciate them always helping me, but they have lives too and I understand that they are busy.
*Solution: Fix it so you don't need to call and cry to someone. So I decided that when I move back, I'm gonna fix myself. Starting the 9th of December, Kristin Hahn is going to re-do her life and make a fresh start. I need friends that are my age, so I'll make some;maybe even lots.Ones who don't drink every night and go clubbin'. I also am going to start eating like a regular person. I admit it, I'm depressed here and don't really eat and it's embarrassing. I'm going to eat healthy and go to the gym. I will work as hard as I want at the pool because it makes me happy. I guess I'm saying that I'm going to start worrying about improving myself and stop worrying about how others see me.
I'm so stressed out this week that I haven't slept yet or showered this week. I am going to go to bed tonite even if I don't finish my work because I don't care. I am more important than some group project that nobody works on but me. I'm passing all my classes and doing my very best and that's all that matters. It will all be over in a few days.
So, I'm sorry to myself for over-working and putting stupid things in front of what's important. I'm sorry that I have been neglecting myself and working hard for others. If I choose to work hard, it should be for me. I'm sorry that I've kept all feeling locked up for a more convenient time because there will never be one. I am starting over, so expect nothing but my best in every area.
*Solution: Fix it so you don't need to call and cry to someone. So I decided that when I move back, I'm gonna fix myself. Starting the 9th of December, Kristin Hahn is going to re-do her life and make a fresh start. I need friends that are my age, so I'll make some;maybe even lots.Ones who don't drink every night and go clubbin'. I also am going to start eating like a regular person. I admit it, I'm depressed here and don't really eat and it's embarrassing. I'm going to eat healthy and go to the gym. I will work as hard as I want at the pool because it makes me happy. I guess I'm saying that I'm going to start worrying about improving myself and stop worrying about how others see me.
I'm so stressed out this week that I haven't slept yet or showered this week. I am going to go to bed tonite even if I don't finish my work because I don't care. I am more important than some group project that nobody works on but me. I'm passing all my classes and doing my very best and that's all that matters. It will all be over in a few days.
So, I'm sorry to myself for over-working and putting stupid things in front of what's important. I'm sorry that I have been neglecting myself and working hard for others. If I choose to work hard, it should be for me. I'm sorry that I've kept all feeling locked up for a more convenient time because there will never be one. I am starting over, so expect nothing but my best in every area.