Nov 20, 2005 10:31
everyone seems to be holding my heart some way right now and then they have the power to crush it at any time. they choose to use that power and crush it. i've never felt this worried, stressed, or alone ever. everyone is hurting me and i can't take it. people who i depended on, aren't there anymore. people who are nice to face, start rumors and talk about me behind my back. there are some people who are attemping to make it better and i love them for it.
So basically, I feel that way AGAIN.
I wrote that on an old livejournal..