May 06, 2005 13:26
okay so today i wasn't in school, because it was my sisters surgery today... she had two molars growing in behind her two front teeth, and she had to get them removed... pretty normal, doesn't sound like a big deal right?
well to her, it was a huge deal... all week shes been crying and upset because she was scared (i would be scared too if i was 12 and had to get cut up)
well today, they gave her the medicine to put her to sleep, and she fell asleep within like 10 seconds. The surgery went fine, no big problems or anything...
when she woke up, she woke up with tears in her eyes and crying... all she wanted to do was talk to me... so i go into the room, and when i see her her eyes are all dazed over because of her medicine, and it made her act drunk... she didn't know what was going on with her, and so when i got into the room, she starts balling her eyes out with her arms out to me and she said... "Kristin i love you so much, i know i can be so mean sometimes and i hurt your feelings alot, and i feel so bad, i love you kristin"
it made me want to start crying with her! her and her big huge brown puppy dog eyes with those big alligator tears running down her face, i had to hold back my tears just because i felt so bad for her... oh man, that poor girl... the medicine is starting to wear off now, and i think shes going to finally fall asleep again. the poor girl was so drugged up she coudn't even walk, and all she could do was cry. We said "Meg, honey... what is bothering you?" and she just sobbed and opened those huge brown eyes and was like "i dont know" and she just kept crying.
the doctor said that happened to everyone, and it was completely normal, but it just broke my heart to see meg like that... shes always so tough and strong, and today she just broke down, it was kidna cute, but really sad at the same time... i'm glad all of that is over with
so now its liek 1:30 and i'm about to go pick steve up from school, becaues tonight is movie night :) pizza tonight too, ;) hehe i'm excited to see him, havent seen him all day! he's working now too, makes me feel liek a deadbeat lol, i have a car and i dont even have a job!!! But hes been doing really well too, and I love him so incredibly much!!
comment if u want
*Kristin*