Change of Plans

May 20, 2006 09:05

I have been looking forward to today for the last four months. My mom was supposed to be here in 5 hours. She was going to spend the next 9-10 days with me. It's her birthday and I was going to take her out and partttttttttttty.

Change of plans.

Nanny was diagnosed with PANCREATIC cancer. =O She must have surgery ASAP. Mom needs to stay home and take care of her.
Trip canceled.

I can't explain all the emotions running through my mind right now. Losing my Pappy was the HARDEST Thing I have ever experienced in my life. It hit me so hard and affected my daily life so much that I ended up on anti-depressents.

I can't lose her, I just cannot.

I am going to buy a plane ticket ASAP and I am going home. I have to see her and spend time with her, because we never know how long our loved ones will actually be around.

I can't stop crying.
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