Oct 16, 2004 12:07
humm.. whats goin on .. im at home [grounded] and looking at pictures.. ya a blast.. im babysitting my nephew dog [harverd].. ya .. soo bored.. my dad said i could have someone come over.. but all my [friends] are all .. out and about haveing there gay ol time . i hope there having fun . i know it's not fun to be where i am .. hell no!.. i havent talked to andrew in 7days..this really sucks .. my friends think im depressed.. but i think thats really stupid to think ok my grandma wants to die .. because she misses my grandpa.. my friends are dicks.. my family is fucked .. im miss andrew a whole whole lot [they will never understand] but.. this week has really sucked..im not going to be the happiest person in the world cause everythings fucked.. but how did i not know they wouldn't understand .. all they think is im depressed .. i love how they understand .. josh and elisa.. thank you for understanding .. somewhat of how i feel ..
and my friend is moving to arlington .. she was my first friend when i moved here..
im living in a nightmare.. and now that i am right awake i can finally breath .. dont feel sorry for me ..
-ash s.
well this is all .. got to eat and babysit !