Today did not go like I had planned. Once my appointment was done, I was expecting to surprise Justin with the book he wanted. That turned into a huge fight because it took me too long to get from Mason to the dealership ( i didn't realize i was being timed). So he started assuming and accusing. My feelings were hurt and I got upset, and let my emotions take control. At this point, I don't care what happens. I've made a lot of mistakes in the past, but they're mistakes that I've learned from and I've taken the proper action to avoid it happening again. The problem here is he doesn't realize that. He doesn't see how much he means to me, and that I love making him happy. All he sees are the stupid choices i've made. I'm done ranting. My phone is be turned off and I'm going to bed. To make light of the situation....
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I'm getting my hair cut in a week, and I'm trying to get the balls to go short, but as you can see by these pictures, I'm losing confidence on how my hair would actually look.
Any and all suggestions and comments are welcome.