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The last thing I want to hear right now is "I wish I could help you". If you want to fucking help then do something other than just telling me you wish you could. I mean, buy me a coffee. Give me a hug. But hell, don't tell me you wish you could help because that implies that you can't!
I've been crying a lot in the past week. Mostly when no ones around- when I'm in the apt alone or sometimes I just get up during class and go cry in the bathroom. I am starting to believe that it never really goes away, this feeling of loss and sadness...I think maybe people just stop talking about it because they figure no one is listening anymore. That's kind of what I've done. I really feel any "better" about losing Mema than I did the week after it happened. But no one is asking anymore, so I've stopped saying anything...
I've been crying a lot in the past week. Mostly when no ones around- when I'm in the apt alone or sometimes I just get up during class and go cry in the bathroom. I am starting to believe that it never really goes away, this feeling of loss and sadness...I think maybe people just stop talking about it because they figure no one is listening anymore. That's kind of what I've done. I really feel any "better" about losing Mema than I did the week after it happened. But no one is asking anymore, so I've stopped saying anything...