Apr 07, 2010 02:41
Wow. Its late and I'm wide awake. If anyone could ever be "diagnosed" as nocturnal it would be me. The sun makes me tired and I hate being in bed at night. So odd. I should do some research and see if there are things out on the interwebs to help me...in my spare time- HA
I miss my Mom and brother terribly. I have never been homesick until this year. I think I have cried on the car ride back to Atlanta every time I've left home, BUT I can't stand the thought of having to go back and live with my Mom after I have been on my own for 4 years and have a college degree. I'm getting desperate- pretty much applying to anything at this point. People asking me what I want to do when I graduate is a big joke- like I have a choice. It makes me want to punch them in the face.
Mom and Jay were supposed to be in New York (Rochester)in their hotel room resting for Jay's first game at national's tomorrow afternoon but instead they are sleeping in an airport because their flight was canceled and the next one isn't til 6:45AM. I know that having to sleep in those airport chairs are going to irritate Mom's lupus and she'll probably feel bad the whole week :( Stupid airplanes/airports/weather
My IBS is killing me- I guess from all the stress. I won't go into details but I'm roughing it. Also, I'm about to start my period meaning that I am crying even more and randomly craving things like watermelon slushies and Twix.
Ah well I guess I should try to sleep at night...