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I think I've been left alone with my thoughts and feelings for far too long because lately everything is starting to make sense. People leave my life because I push them away my heart breaks because I've never built it's foundation. And my mind races because I like control over situations. I'm not their first choice because I'm not my first choice either. Maybe life isn't out to get me and god doesn't hate me. Maybe I've just been sabotaging myself.