deeeep thoughts of tonight ..

Dec 03, 2004 23:37

today i was so excited, i finally got a liveSTRONG bracelet. i have been wanting one for so long. i think it's a great cause and everyone should support it.Cancer is a very strong disease and i admire everyone who has it. they have such a hard battle to fight, and many of them still look at life with a positive attitude. it's not until we have a rollar coaster to ride that we realize how lucky we are to have such good lives.
wow tonight was much needed. just hanging out with jess and smooth. it was very relaxing. we watched a chick flick (the prince and me) and just sat around and talked about lots of things. we talked about our beliefs in religion, the views of the catholic church and other religious views. i'm not catholic so i shared what i believed with them. me and jessica believe that if you are truely a good person at heart and even though you make a few mistakes along the way, which you will because we are all only human and it's the only way we will learn, are truely sorry for the wrong things that we day and strongly believe in God - then i believe you will be ok. i mean it goes more into depth but that i the basic idea. we also talked about confession and things along those lines. it was a very good conversation. i really believe i got alot out of it.
Another thing we talked about was taking chances and living life to the fullest. we believe that you should take chances, take a risk, put yourself out there.make mistakes and learn from them. and that everything is this world happens for a reason. for example, you breaking up with someone can led you to someone even better, you may have just learned tons from that person, and it could even just make you a stonger person. taking chances and taking risk help you to live your life if you would never do that you would never experience anything out there.
so then we get on the topic of Love... yes the dreaded subject of LOVE. we were just thinking about how soon we are to really having to grow up. i mean like last weekend i met this couple that were getting married, they are both 21 years old! i mean if you think about it that's really not that far away. we were trying to figure out, how do you know if it's real love?! i mean sure you have dated people and thought o i might love this person but how do you know if you truely love them? i mean i know the feeling of love, it's awesome, it can hurt like hell but it's great. he's not perfect but i see him that way, i look up to him, i learn from him, he is my best friend, i can act anyway i want and know its ok, he would stand up for me no matter what the cause, being able to talk about anything to him, feeling safe like nothing can hurt me when im around him, and sooo many more it would take me days to type all the qualities, but how do i know that that is what love truely means?
anyway i am just sooooo thankful for my friends that i can talk to them about any of this and they are willing to listen to my opinion and share their views on things to help me understand them better. love you guys much!
well that's my lovely summary of tonight's convo topics! ..not all that was said but enough for you to get what we talked about! :)
night night!

*muah!* I LOVE YOU! :-)
-kristi nicole boudreaux.
Previous post Next post
Up