you an dat monkeh.
well hello.
i sign on this daily but never update. i dont know why that is. i go back to last year at this time, and i have a TON of wicked negative updates about the horrible shit i was going through. but now, things are pretty swell and i have nothing to say. funny how that works.
i've decided to update today because it's been about a year. one year of actively trying to recover from the lowest point in my life so far. one year since i really thought i was going to die. one year since i've cried every single day of my life and feared losing control of myself because it happend so frequently.
sad and scary. but at the same time, wonderful and uplifting. im not there anymore and i have learned so much. would i do it again? scary to say, but probably. im in the best place that ive ever been in my life even though i had to take the road through hell to get here.
enough about that though.
still at the cheese. trying to get some spinellis shifts because im currently broke due to the fact that i eat and drink all of my earnings. went to the wildhorse with melinda and lisa the other night and it was suchhh a good time. last night, me and melinda went to ccf and recruited people to go to sylvan. i got hammered off four martinis.
today, i did my veiling presentation and it really went great. i was happy with it. i showed the negative perception of the veiling of women in the western hemisphere and i had to do it in front of two veiled women who were guest speakers. it was a little uncomfortable but they enjoyed it. i was happy with it.
sooo...then i left school and my car battery was dead. i got a jump from some older woman in a hyundai. thank god i bought those cables last time my battery exploded.
now, im about to go to the gymmy since i havent been all week.
and thats my entry.
im into my 20s still updating and i love it.
<3 <3 <3
i sign on this daily but never update. i dont know why that is. i go back to last year at this time, and i have a TON of wicked negative updates about the horrible shit i was going through. but now, things are pretty swell and i have nothing to say. funny how that works.
i've decided to update today because it's been about a year. one year of actively trying to recover from the lowest point in my life so far. one year since i really thought i was going to die. one year since i've cried every single day of my life and feared losing control of myself because it happend so frequently.
sad and scary. but at the same time, wonderful and uplifting. im not there anymore and i have learned so much. would i do it again? scary to say, but probably. im in the best place that ive ever been in my life even though i had to take the road through hell to get here.
enough about that though.
still at the cheese. trying to get some spinellis shifts because im currently broke due to the fact that i eat and drink all of my earnings. went to the wildhorse with melinda and lisa the other night and it was suchhh a good time. last night, me and melinda went to ccf and recruited people to go to sylvan. i got hammered off four martinis.
today, i did my veiling presentation and it really went great. i was happy with it. i showed the negative perception of the veiling of women in the western hemisphere and i had to do it in front of two veiled women who were guest speakers. it was a little uncomfortable but they enjoyed it. i was happy with it.
sooo...then i left school and my car battery was dead. i got a jump from some older woman in a hyundai. thank god i bought those cables last time my battery exploded.
now, im about to go to the gymmy since i havent been all week.
and thats my entry.
im into my 20s still updating and i love it.
<3 <3 <3