food = yuck...who am I?

[kristenspice]

I've been nauseated for a week, no I'm not pregnant don't ask.
I've also been moderately unhappy but I am unwilling to go on anti-depressants.
I leave tomorrow for Cheer Camp at Purdue, excited but also dreading early mornings and screaming girls.
I've not been too good at eating this week.
I had a meltdown at work tonight and actually cried.
I worked all day and didn't make as much as I should have.
I'm scared that life is always gonna be this way.
I'm excited that Sarah is comign to town next week.
I miss my friends and my family so unbearably.
And this is just how I feel tonight...