Sometimes I think I care too much.
I'm so pissed at myself. Right now I'm fucking crying all over my keyboard. I hate it because I don't cry easily. I usually don't get all bogged down in emotional shit, but I have been lately. My biggest fear is waking up one day and realizing I haven't made in impact in people's lives. I see so much pain and heartache all around me and want to take it away from people. I don't care who it is. I want to help and I'm at a loss cause I don't know how. I take everybody's problems onto myself and make it mine and I can't stop. Sometimes I wonder why I bother to care, but I can't stop. Why does there have to be so many people hurting and hating themselves? It fucking sucks!