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dear boy #1:
I am so over it. I am so over YOU. I've BEEN over you for FOREVER, so get your head out of your ass, stop thinking it's always about you, and get over yourself. I'm trying to make things better, the least you could do is show me a little respect once in a while. quit treating me like a crazy bitch who follows you around and stalks you and can't let you go, because SERIOUSLY, you are the last person on my mind and I'm just trying to be friends with everyone.
so yeah, while you figure out your issues, FUCK YOU.
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dear boy #2:
if you aren't going to take everything seriously, if you're not going to pay attention, if you're not going to show up, if you're going to be significantly late every single time, if you're going to slack off and not do the work you have to do, if you're going to insult everyone who's here to teach you and make you better, if you're going to insult everyone who's learning just like you are, if you're aren't going to practice, if you're going to say that nothing is good enough for you, if you're going to waste your time and money on things you don't need, if you're going to prioritize the things that don't matter, if you're going to say how wonderful you are and how talented you are and how everyone else is just INCOMPETENT even though you're actually the one who doesn't even have what it takes...
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE? because there are hundreds of people who want what you have, who want to be here, and you're just wasting everyone's time.
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dear boys #3, 4, 5:
I am not interested in you. I don't even know you, and you don't even know me. just because I have a few of the same interests, just because I'm nice to everyone and really outgoing, it does NOT mean I am flirting with you. it does not mean I see you as anything more than a potential friend -- or, let's be honest, someone to simply network with. so why don't you just get to know me as a person, as a GIRL, first, before you start getting my phone number and calling me all the time and texting me for stupid things and facebooking me until I respond to you and sitting next to me for 3 hours when you don't even have to fucking be here. you just make me uncomfortable. so why don't you just back off a little and let me do my own thing. I just want to be left alone. I'm not interested in anybody whatsoever (not even the boy I was hooking up with) so what makes you think I'm even remotely interested in a stranger?!
I am single because I want to be, not because I'm waiting for a pushy asshole like YOU.
I am so over it. I am so over YOU. I've BEEN over you for FOREVER, so get your head out of your ass, stop thinking it's always about you, and get over yourself. I'm trying to make things better, the least you could do is show me a little respect once in a while. quit treating me like a crazy bitch who follows you around and stalks you and can't let you go, because SERIOUSLY, you are the last person on my mind and I'm just trying to be friends with everyone.
so yeah, while you figure out your issues, FUCK YOU.
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dear boy #2:
if you aren't going to take everything seriously, if you're not going to pay attention, if you're not going to show up, if you're going to be significantly late every single time, if you're going to slack off and not do the work you have to do, if you're going to insult everyone who's here to teach you and make you better, if you're going to insult everyone who's learning just like you are, if you're aren't going to practice, if you're going to say that nothing is good enough for you, if you're going to waste your time and money on things you don't need, if you're going to prioritize the things that don't matter, if you're going to say how wonderful you are and how talented you are and how everyone else is just INCOMPETENT even though you're actually the one who doesn't even have what it takes...
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE? because there are hundreds of people who want what you have, who want to be here, and you're just wasting everyone's time.
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dear boys #3, 4, 5:
I am not interested in you. I don't even know you, and you don't even know me. just because I have a few of the same interests, just because I'm nice to everyone and really outgoing, it does NOT mean I am flirting with you. it does not mean I see you as anything more than a potential friend -- or, let's be honest, someone to simply network with. so why don't you just get to know me as a person, as a GIRL, first, before you start getting my phone number and calling me all the time and texting me for stupid things and facebooking me until I respond to you and sitting next to me for 3 hours when you don't even have to fucking be here. you just make me uncomfortable. so why don't you just back off a little and let me do my own thing. I just want to be left alone. I'm not interested in anybody whatsoever (not even the boy I was hooking up with) so what makes you think I'm even remotely interested in a stranger?!
I am single because I want to be, not because I'm waiting for a pushy asshole like YOU.