Time to move on
I admit that I have not made SMYRC a high priority lately.
MS has been a sly thief of energy and by the time Friday rolls around, I am beyond tired. For those of you with MS, you will know and for those without MS, you are lucky and sometimes have a more exciting life.
I have decided to move on from being a vollunteer at SMYRC.. Maybe moving to ( Read more... )
I understand the issue with crowds. For me issues from the past rear their ugly heads and I need to get out for fresh air.
I would love to talk with you.
I have learned much about myself and my sprituality. I am not a bible thumper, rather one that says a hungry person will never learn.
JC tell me to feed the hungry and I figure this is what I should do. No I don't think it will mean a better place in the next phase, rather it means that people will not go hungry.
There were times at SMYRC where I knew the food was feeding youth that were very hungry. Once there was a girl that dropped her food and looked so scared, I told her to just get some more and I would clean up the mess. To me this is what I see as a Thank you.
The Youth at SMYRK seem to have become self reliant and to me this is good.
It has taken so much time for me to find reconcilliation with my past and now I try to walk with a sense of being part of the solution and not the discussion.
I have found balance in my life. Yes I am in between the genders and so what. I realize that I am me and will not try ever to be someone I am not.
My notion of just picking up the bags of food and taking them to a shelter is not about appreciation, rather the food would have gone to a better need.
This is just the way I look at life.
K
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