Jan 25, 2009 15:22
Ok this is it.... I am going to contact the people that cleaned my studio apartment. We now live in a 2 bdrm apartment and the dust is ugly and the bathroom was looking pathetic.
So I got out the toxic waste site chemicals and went after it. Hmmm I wonder if all the years of using strong cleaning products help with me getting MS. I think working in a paint factory during college didn't help.
So the process was not fun. Now I have 2 count them 2 bad Knees and the fatigue is not fun. Kim is doing the floors and is attempting to dust.
This job is so ugly that I ended up making a serious rum and coke. I think it kind of reduces the MS pain. I am now getting the feeling that someone is punching me in the leg. There is an MS pain med called Nuerontin. This works but I feel I have a raging storm in my tummy. I don't take meds that are worse than the symptom.
I am feeling better, given the 2.5 months of ugly crud. I have a perscription for a great cough med and it should last me a long time. I look at the pile of pills I take every morning and evening and wonder how my body deals with all this stuff. I have a pill to keep me awake, and one for the MS insomnia, one for spasms, the daily injection, 2 for depression, 1 for anxiety, one to help me feel like a woman and one to keep the boy hormones under control. Add the vitiamims and it is a handful.
The injection is not so bad and I think it helps with the MS.
I also feel better about myself. I get an awesome color and cut every 6 weeks and this is one luxury I will not give up. I have wonderful hair products and great products for my face and body.
I know that I look sooooo different than when I started this journey and this gives me a nice feeling.
What is great is that I am finally able to push the abuse and all the garbage further and further away.
I also am with Kim and she is my angel and best of best friends.