ONE WEEK!!!!!
Well one week from now, I will be married to my sweetie. Kim and I have been friends almost as long as I have had MS, Over this period we both found the courage to help each other out of abusive marriages and deal with the divorces.
Both of us have learned that our friendship has been the glue that has held us together through some ugly times. We have learned to trust and honesty has been something we both value. I think we trust each other so very much. Our love is real. We can now feel something that we have never felt before. We have both chosen that this is what we want. It is a lot better than feeling we NEED to have this or that.
So I have found myself and my love. This is wonderful and this is bringing peace to me heart. I know that finding the female in me has let me find that it is the person that is important. I find Kim to be so beautiful and it is not just her physical beauty, but everything. I don't want her to change rather I want her to just be Kim.
I have so much work to get done here and I have until Thursday night to get things in order.
I have set up to have a wonderful person come in everyday to visit and take care of Rosie (my Kitty). This woman has done documentaries on the animals of Katrina. I trust her very much.
Today and yesterday the temp was ugly. For many the warm weather is heaven, for me, it is just down and out ugly. Before MS, I was ok with warm temps, but now it is not fun. My MS really hates the warmer temps. When it was colder, I would walk to work and just enjoy the cold. I could sleep with the windows open. Rosie was not exactly happy and was happy when I put a blanket over her. Yes I have spoiled her way too much.
I am really tired but that is part of the MS game.