Oct 29, 2007 18:29
I need a long vacation and the earliest is mid December.
I am also feeling that I have abused this body with overtime and no breaks. Today I am feeling the real issues of a nasty MS Flare coming on and it is not fun. First my right knee is almost locking and I don't feel my right foot. My face is getting really numb and I have wall to wall meetings tomarrow and this means if my face goes into the contortions then that will be seen. Left foot is getting numg and I am extremely fatigued. This is the tell tale signs. When my left hand starts to fall asleep when typing then I am going to have to call my neuro and he will tell me it is time for infusions. Gawd I really hate haveing 3000 mg of industrial strength steroids pumped into me. Add to the fact he is going to be beyond pissed at me. 2 months ago he told me I had to stop the Overtime. well I am pushing at least 10 per week and I am not slowing down due to the requirments.
I hope I don't hear anyone tell me Federal employees are lazy. I don't think I am in that category. Gawd I am in a pissy mood.
The solu medrol works but I feel like crap for 3 to 6 weeks. Yes I am one ugly assed bitch. I really don't need this right now. My work schedule looks like a train wreck and I have people asking me when this will be done or that will be done. I just look at them and laugh sarcastically and tell them to inform management that I will get them what they need when management stops changing all the assumptions.
Oh well life is not always fun.
Kris