Thanksgiving
Namaste. Well, I'm back from my short break, so I guess I should update. Thanksgiving was much fun. I had a blast with my family, for the most part. I'm getting really sick of my sisters, some. But, whatever. Every family has its quirks, especially mine. It's just that, however unintentionally, hanging out with my sisters brings me down. I am the butt of all the jokes, and it brings me back to when I was a kid. I would get kicked around a lot, and I have pretty shitty self-esteem. Now, it isn't entirely their fault, but it doesn't help that at all family gatherings I am the one that gets shit on; it's embarrassing. I feel ashamed and embarrassed, even when I've done nothing wrong, and it is even worse when they do it in front of company and George. He's on my side; we've talked about this. But I still hate it. Makes me feel justified in feeling worthless. He hates that.
Anyway, it felt really good to sleep in and relax. And I love seeing my mom; I miss her a lot when I'm down in Ashland. This break makes me look forward to Christmas break. All I'll have to do is practice. And practice. Hopefully, I'll be able to balance working and playing and relaxing. And! George's birthday is during Break, so I'ma go to visit him and finally meet his sister. That's really exciting.
School is winding down. This week I just have practicing and concerts. Next week, I think all my finals will be done by Tuesday. Which is the most spectacular thing ever. I think every other term I've had a final every day, and even if not every day, certainly on Friday. So I could never wind down during finals week. Very excited. Shalom.
Anyway, it felt really good to sleep in and relax. And I love seeing my mom; I miss her a lot when I'm down in Ashland. This break makes me look forward to Christmas break. All I'll have to do is practice. And practice. Hopefully, I'll be able to balance working and playing and relaxing. And! George's birthday is during Break, so I'ma go to visit him and finally meet his sister. That's really exciting.
School is winding down. This week I just have practicing and concerts. Next week, I think all my finals will be done by Tuesday. Which is the most spectacular thing ever. I think every other term I've had a final every day, and even if not every day, certainly on Friday. So I could never wind down during finals week. Very excited. Shalom.