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Last night went to the Lion's Club to see BLN play. Well since I worked til 8 I missed a couple of song but still got to see most of the show. I hate going to that place. I don't know why I just get an errie feeling everything I go in there. So i decided no more lions club shows ever..
I think I need to go see a shrink or something. Some of the things I have been seeing in my dreams lately are just horrible. I don't even get a good nights sleep anymore. Like I will have a great dream but when I wake up I will only remember small parts of it because of the horrible dream I had after it. And they are the kind of dreams that you are always running or trying to get away from the sitation. It might also be all the talk about zombies lately that have caused the weird thoughts. I did see my great grandma last night in one of my dreams...but she brought bad news. I dunno I think Im just going crazy and everything from the past year has been catching up with me. Cuz a lot of the stuff that has been going on hasnt really affected me undtil now. I am getting upset over something that happened 4 months ago and I don't know why cuz I can't change it. Its in the past I really need to let it go.
Maybe its because I am walking around with a quilty conscience I dunno..
I need another vacation. Yes, I just got back from one but that wasn't realizing. Maybe I should buy a season pass to stoney creek. I like going out there and just laying on a blanket by the water. Its realizing.
I just wonder if one day I will not overreact about everything. I need Fred here. He would bring me back to my place. He is calm and laid back. Exactly what I need to be around.
Well I work today from 10-6, afterwards who knows?
and 12-4 tomorrow..
OH!! and I got my new cell phone in the mail so I have to get it activated today after work. I just hope they are open past 6..
I think I need to go see a shrink or something. Some of the things I have been seeing in my dreams lately are just horrible. I don't even get a good nights sleep anymore. Like I will have a great dream but when I wake up I will only remember small parts of it because of the horrible dream I had after it. And they are the kind of dreams that you are always running or trying to get away from the sitation. It might also be all the talk about zombies lately that have caused the weird thoughts. I did see my great grandma last night in one of my dreams...but she brought bad news. I dunno I think Im just going crazy and everything from the past year has been catching up with me. Cuz a lot of the stuff that has been going on hasnt really affected me undtil now. I am getting upset over something that happened 4 months ago and I don't know why cuz I can't change it. Its in the past I really need to let it go.
Maybe its because I am walking around with a quilty conscience I dunno..
I need another vacation. Yes, I just got back from one but that wasn't realizing. Maybe I should buy a season pass to stoney creek. I like going out there and just laying on a blanket by the water. Its realizing.
I just wonder if one day I will not overreact about everything. I need Fred here. He would bring me back to my place. He is calm and laid back. Exactly what I need to be around.
Well I work today from 10-6, afterwards who knows?
and 12-4 tomorrow..
OH!! and I got my new cell phone in the mail so I have to get it activated today after work. I just hope they are open past 6..