You said everything changed, you felt as if you just woke up
so today was a pretty cool day. graduation assembly, saw a fight at lunch, watched office space in psych. after school i went to the mall, had my interview at Brookstone/got a job.
later i hung out with emily and ashley until we went to the movies with carolyn and matt. that movie disturbed me so much because i can't handle watching something like that knowing it actually happened. i decided to just go sit outside the theater for a while because being in there was freaking me out. by now it's like 11:30 so nobody else is out there which =pretty sketchy times. so i decided to call someone to make it look like i had a purpose and that i wasn't just creepin. so yeah cutest thing ever is when you're talking to the person then they decide they are going to come rescue you from the movie and take you home even though it's late and pouring and they would have had no other reason to leave their house at that time. talking about things was cool too but that kind of stuff scares me because what if right now changes and then everything is ruined? everything did already get ruined once before. i don't know i'm on drugs sometimes
but hey you know what else is pretty sketchy times? being down here right now so i'm going to venture upstairs
later i hung out with emily and ashley until we went to the movies with carolyn and matt. that movie disturbed me so much because i can't handle watching something like that knowing it actually happened. i decided to just go sit outside the theater for a while because being in there was freaking me out. by now it's like 11:30 so nobody else is out there which =pretty sketchy times. so i decided to call someone to make it look like i had a purpose and that i wasn't just creepin. so yeah cutest thing ever is when you're talking to the person then they decide they are going to come rescue you from the movie and take you home even though it's late and pouring and they would have had no other reason to leave their house at that time. talking about things was cool too but that kind of stuff scares me because what if right now changes and then everything is ruined? everything did already get ruined once before. i don't know i'm on drugs sometimes
but hey you know what else is pretty sketchy times? being down here right now so i'm going to venture upstairs