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I feel realllly out of place right now. Like I dont exactly fit in with any group at all. I dont fit in with my friends really from band it seems because like 98% of them go to a church that I dont go to and they're always talking about it, which is awesome, but sometimes I feel really left out because I feel like I can't talk about certain things at my church. It's also just difficult because a lot of people seem rgiht now to be bitten by the 'love bug' or whatever, and I definately have gotten zippo. I'm fine with htat too, just sometimes it's difficult for me to see all my best friends all happy with someone they really like and I'm over here just kinda listening to my iPod. It seems that some of my friends also seem to just forget to invite me to a lotta things now too, which hurts I gotta say. I mean sure they didnt mean to, but still it does hurt, even though its unintentional.
Sorry, I just had to vent because I dont really feel like I can say this to anyone and they'd understand me except for my sister, who has enough things to worry about on her own.
Sometimes words don’t say what you mean anyway.