May 01, 2005 20:45
i'm doing the ugly cry.
hyperventilating.
but here's the gist.
someone is in the hospital
they haven't been sick for like 20 years.
i can't lose another person this year.
true story.
somehow. my mom has been withholding mail.
express card which i haven't used since august of last year.
has accrued 500 dollars + late fees.
not me.
i don't even have the card.
i threw it away.
mom doesn't believe me.
obv.
no help from them.
i have no money.
i have my own bills to pay.
i can't throw away 500 dollars.
why wouldn't she give me the papers?!?
wtf did she think they were.
we could have stopped this.
what do i do now.
no money no money no money
i don't know all of the details.
have to call tomorrow.
it's being sent somewhere on wednesday.
i'll never have any credit.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHY DO THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.
i quit.