"...and it's you when I look in the mirror..."
Alright, well, my day started out amazingly good to be honest but now it's ending like crap :( Amy came and picked me up so we could hang out, and we had a blast. First we had to stop at my job so I could get my stuff I had to leave there last night (long story short: I thought I lost the key to my locker but it had been sitting by the lockers the whole time :P). After that, we headed over to the county building so I could get some stuff for college signed, and finally we went shopping! :) I picked out some adorably cute outfits that I cannot wait to wear at school :3
I then returned home, and went to hang out with Roxy, which is apparently where I started going wrong; my parents said that those are my sister's friends and I should hang out with my own friends but when I went to make plans with them they said no since tomorrow's a big day. Once I finished the dishes and such, I got online to catch AwesumMike's BlogTV show, and he started lecturing me on how I shouldn't be going to college so far away. This wouldn't have been that bad had Anthony not been supporting him and saying things like "You tell her, maybe she'll listen to you, she never listens to us" which isn't all that true honestly. But in actuality I need to get away; I'm suffocating here and there's honestly only Amy around my immediate area for me to hang out with. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but how am I supposed to find a guy if all the ones around me aren't even worth saying "Hello" to?! Seriously, everyone needs to chill; I'll be back in May, and I'm in the process of getting a laptop to take with me so I'll always keep in contact. AND I've managed to keep my cell paid for so if you want to txt me or call me, ask for the number. As always, this will be my sanctuary of which I pour out my feelings into, so add me as a friend and keep up with me =]
But in all honestly, I'm really starting to fall hard for AwesumMike and it's bad. He's better than me, and apparently doesn't support my choices and whatever, and now I think I've lost him x|33 I HATE THIS! I hate having such an open heart. I hate being nice. Maybe when I go away I'll be a complete jerk and people would like me more...not necessarily, but whatever. I'm being dramatic, I know, but after the night I've had do you blame me?!
*sigh* I need to go shower and pop a movie in so I can crash. Tomorrow's my big first trip to NCCC for my entrance exam; wish me luck and keep up on Twitter since I'm going to be txt-Tweeting all day haha
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I then returned home, and went to hang out with Roxy, which is apparently where I started going wrong; my parents said that those are my sister's friends and I should hang out with my own friends but when I went to make plans with them they said no since tomorrow's a big day. Once I finished the dishes and such, I got online to catch AwesumMike's BlogTV show, and he started lecturing me on how I shouldn't be going to college so far away. This wouldn't have been that bad had Anthony not been supporting him and saying things like "You tell her, maybe she'll listen to you, she never listens to us" which isn't all that true honestly. But in actuality I need to get away; I'm suffocating here and there's honestly only Amy around my immediate area for me to hang out with. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but how am I supposed to find a guy if all the ones around me aren't even worth saying "Hello" to?! Seriously, everyone needs to chill; I'll be back in May, and I'm in the process of getting a laptop to take with me so I'll always keep in contact. AND I've managed to keep my cell paid for so if you want to txt me or call me, ask for the number. As always, this will be my sanctuary of which I pour out my feelings into, so add me as a friend and keep up with me =]
But in all honestly, I'm really starting to fall hard for AwesumMike and it's bad. He's better than me, and apparently doesn't support my choices and whatever, and now I think I've lost him x|33 I HATE THIS! I hate having such an open heart. I hate being nice. Maybe when I go away I'll be a complete jerk and people would like me more...not necessarily, but whatever. I'm being dramatic, I know, but after the night I've had do you blame me?!
*sigh* I need to go shower and pop a movie in so I can crash. Tomorrow's my big first trip to NCCC for my entrance exam; wish me luck and keep up on Twitter since I'm going to be txt-Tweeting all day haha
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