some down time... at 2:40am
I am tired. Don't get me wrong, I love the challenge of college and feeling so accomplished at the end of each semester with all my new knowledge and experience... It's the few weeks before finals that kill me. I hate this time of the semester. Why? Because even though I don't feel as though I have been procrastinating all semester, somehow something always manages to come up and beat me to a pulp. I feel like a zombie, I probably look like one, and quite frankly, I don't enjoy being like this. I miss having a life, I miss being able to find time to do anything but errands and homework. I don't think that "overwhelmed" accurately expresses how I am feeling right now - it is beyond that. Even church has become a stress on my life instead of a relief or a blessing... Which makes me feel guilty and want to re-prioritize my life, but how can I??? If God wants me in school, then church is going to have to be on the back burner too at some point, if only for a week. God, please help me make it through this semester.
I need to learn how to stop time like Zach from Saved By The Bell.
I need to learn how to stop time like Zach from Saved By The Bell.