2 weeks left!
Today it is 2 weeks till I move out of my home.
I'll be moving for the first time in my life, and it won't be a short move either..............From Norway to New Zealand. Don't think you can move any farther than that.:-)
Well, the fist 2 weeks after I give up the apartment, I'll be moving in to a very nice hotel,I'm sure I'll need to relax and sort a few things out in my head. And I'm afraid the first couple of days in the hotel, my brain will still want to packing and organizing things. But it will really be over.
I'm never going back to the place that has been my only home for my whole life so far, and strangely enough, it feels good!
Oh, I'm sure I'll shred a few tears, but all in all I'll be free!
Frodo said 2 things in the end of ROTK that really got to me:"It's over.....it's done......the ring is gone." That's how I feel......it's over.......it's done.....the flat is gone.
But when people start telling me that there are always ways to get it back, and that I should try to come back to something as similar as possible to what I have now, I'm thinking:"there are some hurts that go so deep, there is no going back."
I need a totally new chapter to start in my life, and I can't wait!
In the end of December I'm going to New Zealand, and I'll stay there for as long as I can. It'll be wonderful not knowing what the next day will bring, compared to the last years here, knowing exactly what every new day would look like. And it was devastating. So now, I'm soooo hoping to make some good friends in NZ and possibly even Australia!
I will most likely update this journal a couple of times a week the next year or so, so if anyone ever by mistake comes over this site, please leave a note! I'll be very happy to hear from you!
I feel a bit lost here now that no-one knows I exist, reminds me dangerously much of my present life...........:-D
So if by chance you see this, who are you, and who do you know, and how did you get here, and will you come by again? I'm veeery tired now,have been packing the whole day again, so I'll go and park myself for the night now.
Nighty-nighty.......or pyjama-pyjama as helen's nana used to say.
-kristara-
I'll be moving for the first time in my life, and it won't be a short move either..............From Norway to New Zealand. Don't think you can move any farther than that.:-)
Well, the fist 2 weeks after I give up the apartment, I'll be moving in to a very nice hotel,I'm sure I'll need to relax and sort a few things out in my head. And I'm afraid the first couple of days in the hotel, my brain will still want to packing and organizing things. But it will really be over.
I'm never going back to the place that has been my only home for my whole life so far, and strangely enough, it feels good!
Oh, I'm sure I'll shred a few tears, but all in all I'll be free!
Frodo said 2 things in the end of ROTK that really got to me:"It's over.....it's done......the ring is gone." That's how I feel......it's over.......it's done.....the flat is gone.
But when people start telling me that there are always ways to get it back, and that I should try to come back to something as similar as possible to what I have now, I'm thinking:"there are some hurts that go so deep, there is no going back."
I need a totally new chapter to start in my life, and I can't wait!
In the end of December I'm going to New Zealand, and I'll stay there for as long as I can. It'll be wonderful not knowing what the next day will bring, compared to the last years here, knowing exactly what every new day would look like. And it was devastating. So now, I'm soooo hoping to make some good friends in NZ and possibly even Australia!
I will most likely update this journal a couple of times a week the next year or so, so if anyone ever by mistake comes over this site, please leave a note! I'll be very happy to hear from you!
I feel a bit lost here now that no-one knows I exist, reminds me dangerously much of my present life...........:-D
So if by chance you see this, who are you, and who do you know, and how did you get here, and will you come by again? I'm veeery tired now,have been packing the whole day again, so I'll go and park myself for the night now.
Nighty-nighty.......or pyjama-pyjama as helen's nana used to say.
-kristara-