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So you finally told the star how you feel. You're sitting there with your star and you can't look at him, and a tear falls down your cheek but you finally tell him how things are going. And it sucks having to keep everything a secret. But you if thats what you want and that's all the time you can get then you might as well take what you can get for now. But it still hurts to be put back on the backburner even though you were never promised anything else and it wasn't supposed to end up this way so why did it end up like this. And you ask God why every day and you just can't understand why it's happening and why you can't let go... it's just so frustrating to you and you just don't know what to do or what road to take. Just think.. it will all work itself out in time and whatever is meant to happen will happen.
"Live for today, and not worry about what tomorrow's going to bring"
Wow, i feel like a poet. Haha. You know i tell myself that Bill is a bad person and that i'm not happy with him and i don't care, but you know i'm just telling myself that. I do love Bill with all my heart and i am sooo happy to be with him and i don't want to live with out him. Hmmm.. life is hard. Anyways i got a new car!!! A 2002 Ford Expedition. I love it. Eddie Bauer edition! It's so great.. Ahhh.. anyways. peace out bitches!
"Live for today, and not worry about what tomorrow's going to bring"
Wow, i feel like a poet. Haha. You know i tell myself that Bill is a bad person and that i'm not happy with him and i don't care, but you know i'm just telling myself that. I do love Bill with all my heart and i am sooo happy to be with him and i don't want to live with out him. Hmmm.. life is hard. Anyways i got a new car!!! A 2002 Ford Expedition. I love it. Eddie Bauer edition! It's so great.. Ahhh.. anyways. peace out bitches!