After my mini theraphy section with eric and paul, on the way home monday night everything has kinda of worsened for the better ? Well not excatly for the better, but when i get sad i say things that i wouldnt normally say, so when i walked in on monday night and she asked what was wrong, it all just came out. minus all the things that make sad that she does. the thing she really needed to know about. so on this fine wednesday, i sat home and talked to sarahjane, about it all. I was bashing my own mother, how wrong. how lame.
- Drama, has to go. especially computer orinated drama.
- School is such a downer.
- Friday is going to be sweet.
- Im not up for people toying with my mind, so stop.
- My birthday is coming up soon. Does me saying something about it make a difference ?
- Only one marking period left, then well see who my real friends are.
"I think of awhile ago we might have had it all. I was so stupid then you needed time to grow. But now just as things change as well as my feelings do in time things rearrange. I am so sick of chasing you. But what do i get cause i just seem to lose you make me regret those times i spent with you and playing those games as i wait for your call. and now i give up, so goodbye and so long."