& you wonder why im rarely home
& you wonder why im rarely home
why im always in my room
why i choose not to eat dinner with you
why i choose to stay on my computer
why i work nonstop
why im always yelling at you
why my 'attitude' is SO fucking bad.
why i like shutting all of you out
why i HATE being home
why i make sure my grades are the best they can be
why i cant keep my temper
why i cant get along with either of you
why i HATE being obligated to "love" these people
why i wish i was living with other people, but restricted by law
why my attitude towards you all is so fake
why i sometimes wish that i wasnt born in this family
why im not thankful for either of you
why youre not the person i would save if the world was coming to an end
why i refuse to listen when you do the same
why i choose not to respect you.
WHY?!
im NEVER heard, its always him or not. its because im louder, more projective that is. i get blamed because i tell the truth? because i yell when im upset? well sorry but who gave me this voice? God. parents dont realize that they influence their children so much. you taught me how to be 'nasty' when im angry you taught me to defend myself. WHO`S FAULT? you cant put the whole thing on me anymore, im not a fucking kid! my mental maturity level is soo higher than yours. i realize whats right for my life, NOT YOU. im too modern of a child. i talk back so you listen. i yell so you can listen. you never want to fucking fix ANYTHING. you never take pride in anything i do, you never say "good job kristal" you can never truly show that you love me. get me a laptop, woow im really gonna change after that. you get mad at me because i dont share with my brother but you never LISTEN to how he asks me for anything, or observe how he treats me, you just tell me to stop yelling, YOU FUCKING SPOILED, SELFISH CHILD. you never consider others, you lazy ass fucker. always getting what you want just because youre the SON. im not the house wife, thats not the future i plan for myself. im never home because i dont want to see your faces. because whenever i see you its like i cant breathe, like im suffocating. youre all teaming up on me because i refuse to do whatever you say. because im the youngest. i dont act this way towards others. you say its my attitude, but i say its you. i get good grades so i can have a great job, have a great family and raise my children the way children are MEANT TO be raised. im gna be there for my kids, make sure im there when they need me, im gna make sure that theyre gna be SO ANNOYED of me always being there for them. ill make them feel LOVED like im greatful for them and to make sure that they know they werent the result of a one night in bed.
why im always in my room
why i choose not to eat dinner with you
why i choose to stay on my computer
why i work nonstop
why im always yelling at you
why my 'attitude' is SO fucking bad.
why i like shutting all of you out
why i HATE being home
why i make sure my grades are the best they can be
why i cant keep my temper
why i cant get along with either of you
why i HATE being obligated to "love" these people
why i wish i was living with other people, but restricted by law
why my attitude towards you all is so fake
why i sometimes wish that i wasnt born in this family
why im not thankful for either of you
why youre not the person i would save if the world was coming to an end
why i refuse to listen when you do the same
why i choose not to respect you.
WHY?!
im NEVER heard, its always him or not. its because im louder, more projective that is. i get blamed because i tell the truth? because i yell when im upset? well sorry but who gave me this voice? God. parents dont realize that they influence their children so much. you taught me how to be 'nasty' when im angry you taught me to defend myself. WHO`S FAULT? you cant put the whole thing on me anymore, im not a fucking kid! my mental maturity level is soo higher than yours. i realize whats right for my life, NOT YOU. im too modern of a child. i talk back so you listen. i yell so you can listen. you never want to fucking fix ANYTHING. you never take pride in anything i do, you never say "good job kristal" you can never truly show that you love me. get me a laptop, woow im really gonna change after that. you get mad at me because i dont share with my brother but you never LISTEN to how he asks me for anything, or observe how he treats me, you just tell me to stop yelling, YOU FUCKING SPOILED, SELFISH CHILD. you never consider others, you lazy ass fucker. always getting what you want just because youre the SON. im not the house wife, thats not the future i plan for myself. im never home because i dont want to see your faces. because whenever i see you its like i cant breathe, like im suffocating. youre all teaming up on me because i refuse to do whatever you say. because im the youngest. i dont act this way towards others. you say its my attitude, but i say its you. i get good grades so i can have a great job, have a great family and raise my children the way children are MEANT TO be raised. im gna be there for my kids, make sure im there when they need me, im gna make sure that theyre gna be SO ANNOYED of me always being there for them. ill make them feel LOVED like im greatful for them and to make sure that they know they werent the result of a one night in bed.