Apr 09, 2006 23:35
Sometimes I can't decide whether I rather go 5 years forward or 10 years backwards in my life.
I miss the days of the smokey mountains were I feel asleep to the sound of my family laughing at the kitchen table on the other side of my bedroom door. Remember telling myself that it was one of the happest and wonderful feelings of my life.
I equaly can't wait to see what God has instore for me in the future.
Life is over whelming. I go from wanting to be my very best I can be to not caring if i ever moved off the couch.
Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side