failure
I am only human. I fail constantly. I work hard and somewhere through the blood, sweat and tears I look for some trickle of hope. Hope that things are improving. Hope that all my efforts are getting me somewhere. Hope that I would somehow be able to meet the expectations that are held for me. It's too hard I just want to give up, but I can't. I have to keep going. I might feel defeated and I might hang my head....I might be barely breathing but I'm not dead. Cause tomorrow's another day. I just wish that I had someone would hold my hand through it all. It's like it's just me against everyone...yeah some people help and encourage but they're not there standing beside you through everything and are there no matter what. I have a hard enough time dealing with the high standards that I have for myself...I can't even allow myself to entertain others ideals for me. The pain is overwhelming but I can't be defeated. O wondrous love that will not let me go...I cling to you with all my strength and soul. Yet if my hold should ever fail, this wondrous love will never let me go. O wondrous love that's come to dwel in me. Lord who am I that I should come to know...your tender voice ashuring me. Your wondrous love will never let me go. I'm resting the everlasting arms.,in the ever faithful heart,the shepherd of my life. You carry me on your mighty wings of grace. Keeping me until the day I look into your eyes. O wondrous love that rushes over me. I can't escape this river's glorious flow. You overwhelm my days with good. Your wondrous will never let me go.