Sep 06, 2005 19:51
omg! Please somebody help me! my heart and head are torn in two!
one side: I'm filled with joy and happiness. I'm in love and miss him.
I just want him to come back, I forgive him just make him come back.
I can do this and can get all this work done! I can fix this mess!
(where's the ductape?)
other side: I can't take it! I'm trying! Stop yelling at me, I need your
help,love and support not your constant thrashing of hurtful words.
I know how horrible I'm please oh please stop reminding me! I don't
care if he comes back, it was his fault in the first place. I
deserve so much better. How will I ever fix this?
this is one emotional rollercoaster that's gonna push me over the edge. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I don't even know whether to eat or throw up. I'm happy but I deeply hurt. I know that God will see me through this. But I'm gonna need some help. darn u JWE, I can't call u for another hour. If my mom hasn't eaten me by then. How can someone that u haven't even spoken to for more than a week drive u so nuts. Am I in love? Or just goin totally nuts this time?