Confused[ish]
I don't like you anymore, but I need someone else so I can make other memories and put ours in the past. Then we can really be just friends without it hurting so bad. I'm fine just talking to you, but I don't know what will happen if we hang out. I don't really want a boyfriend per say but I just want someone that I can hang out with and have fun with. I think I always say this but it's true, it's what I want really. Badly. Grr, why do boys have to have such a large impact on a girls happiness. Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy, a lot happier than I have been but that's just fucked up.
I want you.
I want you.