May 30, 2005 16:38
hey ya'll. lets see...ask me how it feels to be a high school grad, hah. graduation was fun..i sat next to casie. when alexa nd i first got there, we were talkin to matt and casie walks up to us frekain distrssed nad we're like girl whats up? she points down to her feet and is like 'i had to get a pair of sandals right before i came down here, and fashion shop gave me 2 left sandals!' so she went thru grad wearin 2 left shoes, gotta love her. while everyone and their mother is worried about trippin up the steps on stage, casies gotta be 100 times more terrified cause shes got 2 left shoes on! after graduatoin i went out to eat with alex, her parents, the stewarts (pplalex live with) and my mom and anton. it was fun! then alex and i had to go back to my house to get stuff ready for project graduation that started at 12:00. it was fun...kinda boring but i won a dvd player so its all good, its all good! hah. friday was so much fun. alex and i went ot the baseball game at 5, at waggener...the boys won, we played ballard and won 2-0. anton did so good. he got an rib, then stole 2nd when kiley was on 3rd so he scored, it rocked. jeremy denny had ppl over on friday night...it was so chill. anton drank a whole fifth of vodak himself...we had to leave the party at like 11:30 cause antonw as outta contorl. wes andalex had to carry him to the car...alex and i then had to carry him into my house...'its cool we can take on a 6'4 cuban!' ti was so bad. i told him not to drnk the whole thing but he wouldnt listen, so i got really frustrated at jeremys. then wes put atnon in the car and i drove back to my house, which was like 2 mins away. we sat anton on the couch and let him chill...and i went upstairs to change, and alex went to the bathroom to change, and al ran up to my room sayin ANTONS THROWIN UP iw as like omg. i come downstairs to the basment and theres vomit EVERYWHERe, im talkin every freakin where. anton wouldnt listen to alex or i so we called andrew b then clayton then finally wes cause no one else answered, alex went ot pick wes up at jeremys and bring him over ot my house to help. i was a wreck...anton started sayni 'i dont wanna die' and thast when i got so worried. id never seen him like that before. and while wes was here, anton kept clalin my name, like krissss krrriiissss and wes had tokeep tellin him i was asleep in the other room casue everytime i went ot see him he wouldnt listen to anyone and just kept syain kris i love u and all this. he slept 1/2 the night in the bathroom. wes did a good job, i thank him so much for all the shit he did. hes just a nice kid. anyway--i was sititn by the tv cause there was nothin i could do about anton and i was cryin and wes came over nad was like krista dont cry. i was just like its so hard ot sit here and feel so helpless. i mean i love anton and all he was doin was callin my name, so helplessly, and i couldnt even go see him. grr it was frustrating! so then alex took wes back to jeremys and stuff but whatever. we had to wake anton up at 9 the next mornin cause he had baseball. it was bad. i was cleanin up throw up form 12 until 4 in the mroning, i hated life. but its cool no one knew except al, wes and i. saturday alex and iw ere so exhausted that we just chilled here. last night alex and i went over to her friend rchel's house. so much fun. it was so chill. bria, this girl alex works with was therea nd shes so damn nice, and her brother went to prom with amanda nad he showed up..hes 21 and hes so nice, we just talked the whole time. then i had a heart to heart with anton, it was good! its his bday tomorrow! woo hes gonna be 18! ig ot a lil tipsy last night. when we got home, we saw shit written on my car....ROB LOVES YOU and ALEX LOVES MIKE and on my front window it said 'HOT GILR' i was like thanks. robby kyle and mike wrote all over my peice! speakin of my peice of shit car, its a fuckin piece foreal...a piece is like draggin on itso before the basbeall game tnight ig otta drop it off at some place ot get it fixed! boo. but i gotta go get ready, the bsaball game strats at 6:30..theyre playin manual and manual can eat shit! haha later haters, ill try and write tomorrow! but pete has my laptop, boo!
--xo krista renee