How I can be a lesbian when I love Sheldon so much?!?
Well crap on a stick, it's been forever since I've updated this thing!!!!! LJ tells me disapprovingly that it's been 6 weeks. And in retaliation, then posts stupid stuff on my homepage like "What's the worst movie you've ever seen?"
Sadly, really nothing is new with me. My venture into geekdom has been lovely and giggly. Currently obsessed with "Big Bang Theory." Sheldon is my newest-crush-that-is-sadly-not-a-real-person. Sigh, those crushes suck. Especially since they're NOT REAL.
I am going to venture into (...apparently "venture" is word of the day!) a really weird topic for Krista to talk about, since most of you have never seen me have relations with boys. But yes, I shouldn't been solely seen as an a-sexual creature. Or a lesbian, as apparently my mother just told me she thought I was for a few years............. 0_o..................... It's shocking, buuuuut.....
I CAN DATE BOYS!
Sure I can. I'm just....shy! At Wittenberg, I was too shy to ask out any of the boys I liked. Those guys turned out to be losers and jackasses anyways. SO ANYHOO. I have been kinda pseudo-dating this pal from high school, Adam, but it's a little weird because he's living about 2 hours away, so I don't see him as much as I want....and I'm just not really attracted to him in THAT WAY. You know, you may hang out and casually date some guy but when it comes to the intimate stuff, you can't really picture doing anything with them? That's how I feel about Adam. And I feel stupid because he's A GREAT GUY. Why can't I be attracted to him?!?!?! He's really nice and a gentleman and he pays for everything, he's funny and he really seems to like me. He must be crazy. And he's into discovering new things and going to new places, which is fresh and interesting. He does smoke cigarettes, which is EH, but they're cloves, so at least the smoke smells somewhat good.
HOWEVER....I think I like someone else. Which is fruitless because this guy has a fiance. Drew works with me, and we yak everyday. We're both pretty geeky people. I know that if he was at Wittenberg, we would have been total friends. And he probably would have dated Aryn or something ; ) The difference between Adam and this guy? I'm REALLY attracted to this guy. But he's engaged or whatever, and I talk about Adam sometimes, so we just kind of flirt around work. And my co-workers make fun of me and call him my "future husband." Sigh.
In other news, I am into Peace Corps plans. I've been thinking long and hard about what I want to do, and the thing I always come back to is going overseas, getting some life experience under my belt and doing work for other people. However, with the Peace Corps I would only be eligible for English Teaching, which I'm pretty sure I don't want to do. I've been subbing for a year now, and the only thing I enjoy about it is the deposit it makes in my bank account. You can sign up for Environment, but I don't think I'm eligible. Business, ick. Blah blah blah.....That leaves Community/Help, basically working in community centers and working on specialized teams, which actually I am gravitating towards. A question I have is that I don't really have a lot of contacts who have been through Peace Corps. Have any of you known anyone who has joined Peace Corps, or have you yourself heard anything positive/negative about the experience. Lemme know, plz.
And peeps, drop me a line telling me how you're doing. I wanna hear it!
Sadly, really nothing is new with me. My venture into geekdom has been lovely and giggly. Currently obsessed with "Big Bang Theory." Sheldon is my newest-crush-that-is-sadly-not-a-real-person. Sigh, those crushes suck. Especially since they're NOT REAL.
I am going to venture into (...apparently "venture" is word of the day!) a really weird topic for Krista to talk about, since most of you have never seen me have relations with boys. But yes, I shouldn't been solely seen as an a-sexual creature. Or a lesbian, as apparently my mother just told me she thought I was for a few years............. 0_o..................... It's shocking, buuuuut.....
I CAN DATE BOYS!
Sure I can. I'm just....shy! At Wittenberg, I was too shy to ask out any of the boys I liked. Those guys turned out to be losers and jackasses anyways. SO ANYHOO. I have been kinda pseudo-dating this pal from high school, Adam, but it's a little weird because he's living about 2 hours away, so I don't see him as much as I want....and I'm just not really attracted to him in THAT WAY. You know, you may hang out and casually date some guy but when it comes to the intimate stuff, you can't really picture doing anything with them? That's how I feel about Adam. And I feel stupid because he's A GREAT GUY. Why can't I be attracted to him?!?!?! He's really nice and a gentleman and he pays for everything, he's funny and he really seems to like me. He must be crazy. And he's into discovering new things and going to new places, which is fresh and interesting. He does smoke cigarettes, which is EH, but they're cloves, so at least the smoke smells somewhat good.
HOWEVER....I think I like someone else. Which is fruitless because this guy has a fiance. Drew works with me, and we yak everyday. We're both pretty geeky people. I know that if he was at Wittenberg, we would have been total friends. And he probably would have dated Aryn or something ; ) The difference between Adam and this guy? I'm REALLY attracted to this guy. But he's engaged or whatever, and I talk about Adam sometimes, so we just kind of flirt around work. And my co-workers make fun of me and call him my "future husband." Sigh.
In other news, I am into Peace Corps plans. I've been thinking long and hard about what I want to do, and the thing I always come back to is going overseas, getting some life experience under my belt and doing work for other people. However, with the Peace Corps I would only be eligible for English Teaching, which I'm pretty sure I don't want to do. I've been subbing for a year now, and the only thing I enjoy about it is the deposit it makes in my bank account. You can sign up for Environment, but I don't think I'm eligible. Business, ick. Blah blah blah.....That leaves Community/Help, basically working in community centers and working on specialized teams, which actually I am gravitating towards. A question I have is that I don't really have a lot of contacts who have been through Peace Corps. Have any of you known anyone who has joined Peace Corps, or have you yourself heard anything positive/negative about the experience. Lemme know, plz.
And peeps, drop me a line telling me how you're doing. I wanna hear it!