Apr 16, 2005 21:40
Okay. I'm seriuosly having issues. I can't get things done. I go to do anything and I find myself cleaning or organizing or fixing it even when I dont have time but I can't seem to do anything else until I finish cleaning or organizing or fixing. Like I go to get something out of my purse and I first have to try to organize my purse before I'm even able to pick up my phone. And its stupid and I dont have time and I'm late for something but I can't not organize my purse and I have to sit there till I'm done adn then I can make the phone call. And it keeps happening. Like I go to get a shirt to get dressed in the morning and I can't get dressed until I finish refolding my entire drawer. This is ridiculous. I can't get anything done! and I'm late and I always have something to do and I cant seem to do any of it without doing fifteen other things first. Its really annoying. My attention span is shorter then a goldfish I can't concentrate on anything I keep doing other things. And then i'll try to go back to my originial task but I end up doing something else. I just finished cleaning my room, doing my laundry, folding the clothes and then refolding all the clothes that were already in the drawer, organizing my closet, my shelves and my desk. Took out the garbage, vaccuumed my room, washed my desk then decided to vacuum the rest of the apartment. AAAHHHH
I have had 4 tests in 8 days and the GMATS and I'm trying to figure out internships, while I'm trying to work so I have some money for now and for the weeks when I'm not on the internship. I have three tests, two presentations and a million problems sets due. I havent had a "day off" by day off I mean one day when I dont have class for 8 hours or work for 10. (Class 8 hours tues,wed,thurs, work for 10 m,f,sat and sun) I haven't been anywhere except my room and work for over a week. this sucks. I need to go sleep.