Feb 28, 2008 18:29
I know I'm a good person I know who I am and I know that I'm better than most people. I treat people with respect, I love the world and I spread the love to anyone and everyone who needs it. I feel that people disguse kindness for weakness they take advantage of the good in others.
I don't know why I put people on such high plane. It's dissapointing, finding out the real in people. Finding out that they are less of a human being. It kills me, it kills me how much people take advantage of all the good inside you. They take every good part of you and take advantage of it. They rip out your inner goodness for their benefit only to see you fail. I'm sick of people like this, I'm sick of watching people take away my good.
Walk all over me, see what fucking happens.
I have to keep telling myself that I'm better than that. I know people make mistakes but at the same time it gets old forgiving people. Does it give them the impression that I'm a push over? Sometimes I feel like people are always going to go back and forth treating me like shit. But what people don't know is that I'm stronger than they think and I'm going to rise above them. I'm too good for all the crap in the world, the crap that people are. I will always rise above them, I am better than them.
Your disgusting mean way of life is a weakness, grow the fuck up and learn that while you think doing mean things brings you to the top but in the end it doesn't do anything but break you down. Stay in that life style, while I'm successful and happy living a fabulous life. You'll be still polluting your life with all the crap, living a negative shitty life.
Tell them that your sorry that you're not capable of the good inside, sorry that you will always fall short. Learn to love, learn to be postive and the good will only come in time. Rise above the ones that bring you down, knock you down and crush your dreams. Get back up and spread the love.