Nov 17, 2005 13:07
Kathryn is getting married tomorrow. I have mixed emotions, but I think that I am excited for her. I don't quite know how to feel. The semester ends exactly 4 weeks from today and that really freaks me out. I am scared. I don't really want to finish school, in all reality. It just seems as though I would be giving in to society's pressure to get the college stamp on the road of life, and, quite frankly, I don't care that much about school (or music) to want to finish next semester. But, I know that I am just frustrated and anxious about all the work to be done, and that it is just my anger talking. I really should just finish the bloody degree while I'm here. So I will. That's all the ranting I care to do right now.
Wow, I'm 20.
Babe, I can't wait to go to Niles and throw snowballs and drink hot chocolate. Winter will be fun:) Love you 'finity