May 24, 2005 11:15
So the wedding is finally done w/! I've never been so nervous in my life, but after the ceremony it was soo much fun. Cute boy Dave was there and we hung out :) He even stayed w/ me and I was a good girl, which means I must really like him, lol. We'll see where this goes. I love the nervous lil excited high of a crush...
In other news my roomie, Dan, has been irritating me to high hell. To the point where I wanted to get violent, instead I ended up bawling. Turns out he wants to live alone again. I fucking KNEW this was gonna happen. He's not even supposed to be here, he has a place in NY too. I feel like I'm in a nightmare where I can't scream. He thinks he's bad for me because I've been in a self-drestructive lull. He's right, I need to move on. I'm just so sick of moving and feel like I have nowhere to go :( I guess I have to shape up or ship out, I'll be okay though.